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Dear
Friends,
I wrote
last month about the season of Lent, which takes up all of the
month of March this year. How’s it going for you so far?
On my shelves
in my study are a number (a large number) of books, and among
them is one by the German theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer entitled
‘The Cost of Discipleship’. Bonhoeffer was a leader
of what became known as the ‘Confessing Church’
in Germany during the 1930s, a group of Christians who actively
spoke out about the policies and activities of the Nazi party,
and who was actively involved in a plot to assassinate Hitler.
He was arrested and imprisoned for this, and was, sadly, executed
only weeks before the end of the war in 1945.
I mention
this because my reading this morning concerned the cost of discipleship
– the difficulties that come our way as we seek to follow
Jesus [read it in Matthew 10:16-42]. It does not make comfortable
reading in a ‘feel-good’ society: floggings, betrayal
and taking up ones cross are not great selling-points, are they!?
Yet throughout history the Christian life has at times been
one of struggle and sacrifice, as well as being one of joy and
celebration.
I’ve
discovered (or perhaps rediscovered) this year that it’s
only when you resolve to go without something that the desire
for it grows. When fasting from food, there is always that little
voice that says ‘Go on, one biscuit won’t hurt!’;
when fasting from buying music (as I am this year) it’s
always then that one finds good cheap tunes that one would normally
snap up; when fasting from meat, as I have done in the past,
it’s then that one gets the whiff of bacon butty from
the local café.
But, I
found myself asking, is that true of God? Does neglect of God
create a desire for God, or is it only as we feast on God that
our desire increases? I think it is more of the latter. Any
meaningful relationship needs proximity and contact to enable
it to flourish; conversation to enable it to grow. Yes, finding
time for that contact and conversation will at times be a struggle,
because we all live busy lives, and because there are forces
ranged against us that are hell-bent on making sure that we
do not grow in our relationship with God. Jesus recognised that,
but he also reminds us that, if we are determined to press on
with him and the Father, then resources and strength will be
provided to equip us to carry on.
Lord God,
help us to hold on to you, give us a desire to hold on to you,
to serve you and to love you. Amen.
John
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